I was emotionally drained, my confidence was crippled. I just realize my tiny heart still as fragile as before, not changed at all. Tonight I just know I can cry as much as I want. I wanna cry until I feel struggle in breathing, until my heart stop beating, until I don't care anymore. Nobody will bother me tonight, even though I scream until my lungs burst out.

p/s: Silent starts to surround me.